PR xoxo. Which is quite crazy, they are so good at what they do, you don’t realise that they are in your life – you are NOT in theirs…. Once you ‘get it’, there is no going back, you cannot rely or depend on them & they cannot be your friend ever. I do not feel sorry for them. He knows where I work too, my eye’s are always in the back of my head, I just wish there was a web site that these people could be named and shamed. (Sometimes to go forwards you need to go back to where you were before you met him to reconnect to the old you). Gosh…this sounds just like my ex…the self righteous condiscending replies back. Yeah revenge is sweet but doesn’t make me a better person I know, it just helps. Says shes wanted a divorce all this time anyway, but he doesn’t want me speaking to her when I offered, tells me it must be awful for me and he hopes I can sleep tonight He said he wanted to brand me as his territory such as a tattoo above my vagina with an arrow saying “Property of Kyle.” I began to worry about the actual state of his mind and I started to realize I have no clue who this man is in front of me. Running through my veins I apologize I miss spoke about this in the video. Run run run. But still, like dust, I’ll rise. Sociopaths tend to be very likable and leave a great first impression. Whilst the sociopath does fear exposure, it is probably not a good idea to actually do this, as the sociopath would retaliate, it really would backfire on you and cause further damage to your own life. Sociopaths are just people who lack empathy by definition. Its a real struggle to wake up everyday and fight the same demons since I went no contact with what I call “IT” . It was the first hint I had that something was wrong with my mate…and it wasn’t me. When your concerns pertain to the relationship itself, his rebuff will feel especially cruel and leave you feeling especially helpless. Not to mention, if you're in a career that attracts manipulators (think law, media, and sales), then there's a damn good chance you know a sociopath or two. Powered by Mai Theme. He had thousands of female Instagram friends and maybe only five males. These guys need to keep the good face and that’s what I attempted to do but I knew i had to leave somehow. He has done all of the tactics listed to me worse part is isolating me from others which I am now starting to change. Welling and swelling I bear in the tide. Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. People who have not been involved with a SP just don’t get it !! Namaste… Friends…. Y’all hang in there. And when you do finally realise what’s really going on, and see the path for who they really are, its all too late. They have no emotion. You have to block those stupid messages, don’t even think about them because whatever you answer he will use against you just like you said, showing to someone else or making up lies. If you've been abused by a sociopath, here are 16 focus points for recovery. This fits almost all sociopaths I’m sure. You will watch the colour drain from their faces, they rant and rage, there can even be violence where they physically restrain you. He owns guns, he’s military trained. They live a life of lies and manipulation and of fakeness. However, these people are sick because of our society and what we are doing to children. I couldn’t reply, just kept reading it, all the blame being in my direction. They are shoppping malls for sociopaths and users. Real love and the love ever after How many new people and new friends did you make while in a relationship with a sociopath? Yet whether you’re dealing with a sociopath or psychopath, they have many overlapping characteristics. Hoping things would change or get better. Hey no this is cool if you used the sharing buttons, that is what they are there for , Oh, okaee, well that’s good new then, but I have to find out how to delete it. Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear I think that it is so easy to remember these people as kind people (who lie) and who just had a hard time and need a friend (I think at least that is what I though and, I need to hold up the mirror to myself for that). I’ll be single for awhile while I heal and that’s ok with me. Yes, avoid all contacts. I never heard from either of them for over a month. I’m not a prude but I do have strict boundaries with certain things and one is BDSM and he was obsessed with it and tried to get me to bend my boundaries with this by role playing “master” “daddy” “good girl” and bondage even blood play. The control issue is reason we leave so they are stupid as well as dangerous. It almost felt like I was having sex with a demon. and if you ask the universe or god or your angels or anyone to help you on your path. Not having a conscience, doesn’t mean you have to choose to be bad, they just choose this way. I stop seeing my sociopath 2 weeks before he and his twin beat to death their cousin. In this case specifically – you can’t use Tinder. Bit he knows I know what he is. Thanks for your reply. Running through my veins Who the heck is he to talk about freaking forgiveness?! They move on to the next group of people who don’t know any of the former victims of the path. He was what I know now, playing the self-pity role of being hurt by an ex. The pathological lying over trivial matters, even when caught, can no longer be ignored. You will get beyond this. You say that you went to see him in Jail, are you still in contact with him? Not sure I understand He wouldn’t say anything nice to me. His e-mails, his phone numbers EVERYTHING. Cos I got too much life But, if you do, please watch…. Firstly, it means you're able to see the relationship for what it is, something totally false that the sociopath creates in order to manipulate your emotions. I even got rid of old possessions and bought a few replacements. I rise I think he was lying. The addiction to them is, the most dangerous weapon in their armory & they depend & rely on it. This is role play along with his charming personality and good looks hooks us empaths into his web. Their words are mostly, if not entirely false. Still calls me his darling. no one is allowed to b happy. That Buddha quote has helped me too. Truly loving him is the hardest thing to let go and understand in myself. How are you doing? During this time have had 7 incidents of vandalism to my cars, my home and my business visiting me over $6000 so far. Real love and the love ever after How my sociopath ex-husband used lies and CPS to take my kids away, How to Leave Your Disordered Partner 6-part Bundle, Lovefraud | Escape sociopaths - narcissists in relationships. My home, job, personal belongings, bank account.. and then the car I had been sleeping in before I finally went to a shelter for battered woman. When we beat children. I rise. Dr. Martha Stout, author of The Sociopath Next Door, notes that an appeal to your sympathy is actually one of the most powerful ways a manipulator with antisocial traits gets away with his or her abusive behavior. Their Words. J- If he cannot have you, no-one else will! I didn’t sleep all night I was terrified of the person I was with. Love bombing came on at extreme speed and with high intensity. This is All from childhood trauma. Doing this will save you from being duped more than other people who meet the path. They don’t go away, not if they have formed as real a connection to you, as they are capable of. Anyways I stayed another day but had another dreadful night where I saw glimpses of his rage and he tried to intimidate me again. It could have been me. Believe me, if a sociopath could change and not be one …. They are missing parts. They tend to focus more on themselves than anyone else. You must not engage at all with him. I lost count of the number of times that he told me he was going to kill himself (he didn’t) likely he put the phone down and got on with his day. The sociopath wants to do what he wants 24/7. Out of the huts of history’s shame They OWN you. Sociopaths are people who have little to no conscience. Have you ever witnessed the narcissistic rage? Worked, had a family, etc. A sociopath will view another person as an object. It becomes more and more difficult as time goes by. He just appeared possessed and robotic. They might trot off into the sunset to pastures new, but it will only be a matter of time before you get the ‘hey, how are you?’ text. its been five years and i have gone no contact and i dont regret a day. Hi Bob, enjoy your time of peace and hopefully recovery. Sociopaths cannot tolerate things going well, or your life being good, calm and happy. I don’t believe he’s a bad person at all. Ladies, please protect yourselves first. I had kicked him out of my house / life over a year ago because I found out he had been cheating / lying on me for 8+ years. Better to be alone than having a miserable life with someone who lies to you all the time. No contact forces you to focus on you. Grieving the person you thought they were. I was reluctant at first due to everyone telling me he’s possibly crazy, I still went along with it. When things are good, you as a prized good, become more prized, and therefore (in their mind) more likely to be lost or stolen, so the control escalates. Today makes one day fully without him in my life. And when I mean dissapear, I mean literally dissapear for good. They don’t know they exist never mind that you exist. I noticed the same with Facebook, it was odd to me. I fear he is going to continue to stalk me and hurt me. Hi lavinia welcome to the site take one day at a time. Before I fall in love It won’t lead to any understanding and you should try, try TRY not to contact or deal with yours, either. Hoovering happens when things end. I recently found out I suffer from bpd, and it has made my life very difficult. It’s not possible to get revenge on a sociopath. This woman is still married and he calls her his woman. Sociopaths  have an irrational sense of ownership, control, dominance and of course this includes jealousy. I know I deserve this, so not expecting kind words, but I made one reply that my husband knew and to stop the abuse or I’d take it further. You have to remember they are humans, and they do not have what we have. There's more crazy in the aftermath than during the dating. My ex SP left me to pursue another who I believe is an SP like him. It also means you’re not doing enough of that. This is what gave me the courage. Thanks. If you go back to these things you will find yourself again and that is the reason live. I was in a very bad place and this site and all of you helped me tremendously. Think I’ve sort of following that in the sense that I’ve shown no fear and when he asked me is anything had happened to my cars or my office I said no, what was he talking about His mo is telling me that his ex friends were out to get me and he was trying to keep me safe. He can no longer manipulate you in the same … I’m still getting texts that vacillate between him saying he doesn’t care about me and I’ll have to look after myself to saying he’s sorry he said that he was just drunk and in pain and couldn’t take the beatings he was getting anymore People who have antisocial personality disorder consistently ignore the concepts of right and wrong and the feelings of other people, … My father was a narcissist and it wasn’t until I dated a couple narcissist and now a psychopath that I realized that I was BPD (undiagnosed) you are dead on and Since then I’ve worked so much on me it ain’t funny. Just leave it there, take a good look at it, and walk away empty handed, humbled and defeated. I felt bad about leaving someone who was this way. Becoming jealous and controlling. Yes 2 months in… I was thinking he was a narcissist but he was never really a rager but very intellectual… Then boom I read this and it fit perfectly who he is. who says that ? He hated me because I saw right through him and I scared him. Does my sexiness upset you? I’ve blogged and blogged about it- look up edaldude and my purdy icon…, The thing is, I allowed him to slink back into my life after 3 mo NC, and it didn’t take him even until the first “date” ended to cause me: You have heard it ALL I am CERTAIN of it… because I had heard it all. Not knowing what to expect or do, and went home reciting in my head how to tell my husband, but all the time wondering if it’s really happening or if he’s staged it all. But there are always red flags, yet being the naive people we are who are not Sociopathic/Psychopathic, we just ignore them usually. The new person would take up your time, and thus sociopath control over you would reduce. Well done… And welcome to the site!! I don’t understand how he can view her as ownership being she’s married. Were you a good girl while I was gone?” “Did you touch yourself? Any suggestions would be appreciated …. They see you as less submissive, less controllable, and less vulnerable than their new target. Edal, you and Julie are not taking it seriously enough. You will never be allowed to have your own life being with a sociopath. “What she said!”, Thanks to everyone for their support and kind words, everything helps.. Are you free now? Hoping you would tell your husband. I’m just sick and tired of the vicious circle I had created for myself when it comes to intimate relationships…thankfully I am aware now so maybe it will be different this time. I assume he had the same tendencies before, but had a better handle on reality. The sooner the better my sweeties… For a … I have to say it’s been really hard and it will be but everyday I feel a little better,less stress,no lies,no manipulation,no crazy making.I feel sad because of what happen to me but I also feel relieved.Stay strong people,do it! He would make comments about killing me and saying it’s not a threat, I promise you. She’s probably thinking what big gift or present will she get if she”graces” me with her presence, I’ve met somebody else and if I keep it up whenever she sees me I won’t have to see her, GENIUS! J. He fits the description of not letting me be part of his life. Also to see this as a lesson I needed to learn. Think you all might enjoy it. It was hard getting up in the morning and I began to slack on hygiene like sleeping with my makeup on (and I would never skip on my skincare routine prior to him), not washing my hair and skipping meals. Now he is off with someone else doing his scummy thing. ?” Unreal! The same concept is apparent with JEALOUSY. I was going to tell him some more shit today, but why bother? Except also I feel so messed up and I wish he wasn’t the way is he (which I could kick myself for). . This had been almost six years of deeply emotional bonding and sharing each other’s daily events. I just witnessed complete rage as the sociopath in my life thought he was losing control. I didn’t want to humiliate him in front of all his colleagues and such. I spot them quicker now too. Narcissistic Rage, Explained. Sociopaths can decimate your life. This other sp of his might be married, but if he has complete control and she does whatever he tells, he doesn’t care, maybe he even wants her to keep married so she has more money he can steal from her. Just like PR said, cut all comunications, text, meetings, contact with his friends, not a word. Which you did. I asked if he thought it should stop, said I would understand if he needed to work on things at home. He’s kind of pathetic now that I look him objectively. Don’t be the cost, be the saving grace & free yourself from the ‘power play’. He had a God complex. Vandalism has been reported to the police but there is no legal proof he committed the vandalism. Pos, I reblogged your post and I dont even know what’s happening. I should know He also did tell me he slept with over 200 people and I suspect not just women and he’s only 30 years old. Sociopaths can decimate your life. Either block the message or get a phone that blocks it if you don’t want to change numbers. I’m afraid he’ll talk his way out of it and make me look crazy. Interesting. I’m actually wondering if any man could stage all this just because I showed waning interest?? They will ruin and destroy you. I know what you’ll all say…stupid me, but I can’t explain how deep this all was for me, a constant longing, yet unfulfilled and frustrated. Hello everyone! In a sense, that is winning. Literally THEIRS. If you are frightened, please report it to the police. Near the end, I knew he was seeing another woman in a different state and a lot of our fights were about his cheating and constant affairs and this new OW. For all the hearts & young at hearts out there, listen & soak this in You should report all damages to the police even if you don’t know who did it or have no proof, that is what Pheonix was saying. Not sure I understand He hated me because I could just never be a dumb little good girl and follow his rules. When the psychopath dumps you for another target, they are writing you off as a less useful victim. I said, then he needed to say if he only wanted friendship as it’s causing me deep confusion. If you just ignore him, probably he will shut up about it Ithink my response eventually was ‘whatever’ and then i would be told how it would be my fault that he was dead… of course nothing ever happened, it was just another dramatic act designed to regain control. Block the number. It is a natural response for us to want to hurt those who have hurt us or make them pay for their crimes so to speak. He has no control, he is lurking in the shadows like a vulture. Later, I played the “game” with him. I actually have a new pair of shoes in my closet Life has changed, and I’m not the same person I used to be, but in some ways better after his hand. Real love feel the home that I live in Hello everyone! A few days later he tells me his wife knows, he’s being kicked out because he’s told her it used to be physical, but he hasn’t seen me for over a year because we’re now just friends. I never thought in a million years I would get out of the hole , it was too deep . Weakened by my soulful cries. I wonder was the reason he left me to be with her because I’m on to his cheating ways? Or they would feel very empty indeed. Even the most mild of sociopaths, will become crazy when they think that they are losing control over you. I don’t believe he wants to hurt people and I know for a fact he has no idea how his choices impact other people. They have no normal feelings, if you try to hurt their feelings, it doesn’t work, they are only using it against you maybe even showing to their minions. He didn’t care who he hurt, his children, anyone. Character traits of a sociopath by Dr Robert Hare. Am I right? God bless all involved.If I hadnt agreed to take this assignment I would never had understood how someone could be treated. He does not like it when other people give him restrictions. ever…. May you find peace greater today than yesterday. Find a counsellor trained in dealing with NPD & read all about the trait. ( Log Out /  I’m getting out of a relationship after 19 years! How much of a loser am I that I fell for his lies. I knew from the beginning he was a womanizer and he “wanted me SO bad”. It’s terrorizing. When people tell you sad stories about their past trials and tribulations, make sure they have proof, if not don’t believe a word of it. I rise Their need and desire for control, can create mayhem, cause trouble, turn your world upside down. If I saw something inappropriate on his social media like saying to a girl “I want to eat your a**” and I would call him out on it and he would become aggressively angry and immediately punish me by a silent treatment and a block. I just thought I’d write to say that I am well and happy, and completely recovered. Knowing you would be in fear 2. and he wishes us all only the best”! stalking using friends AND FAMILY TO CAUSE DIVISION AND to keep track of me. Oh, and ..almost 4yrs later..he never stops trying to come back, and this one, he never will. They: Due to this – sociopaths always makes EVERYTHING GOOD – ultimately BAD. He would not answer his phone or be offline hours at a time which triggered my anxiety and I would begin to research him. Absolutely destroy everything about you. I do miss things about him, but I don’t forget all the hurt. I feel he is further up the food chain & a master no less. If you are naive enough, they will brainwash you into doing exactly what they say and what they want which is the only time a sociopath is truly happy. I am well through the maze now as you know but, I had a different encounter with a Socialized Sociopath/Covert Narcissist who has learnt that controlling himself is paramount to remaining undetected. Or put a blocker on your phone. Well done one day. Read about it here: Sociopaths – including that mook you might be thinking of as a narcissist – lack empathy and compassion (which means that mook is in fact, a sociopath). This will only cause you grief as it has caused me. Whatever he messes up, he’ll find a way to pin it on you. anxiety, frustration, jealosy. Still I Rise It may occur for no obvious reason, but what happens is that when the psychopath even perceives a threat to their dominance, they can get very angry very quickly. I’m preparing to leave her, Scare myself to death Even when I had thought months ago his behavior was similar to a sociopaths, i stayed. Thanks again. Again if I offended anyone I apologize, You made me laugh as, I am bored with my own story these days which is a good sign , I hope you keep sharing & supporting & mostly knowing yourself & get bored with the experience & let it go. I married one because they’re excellent liars and manipulators and I’m a psychotherapist. I escaped very quietly leaving my possessions & staying silent. Go out & shine like the diamond you are . Thank you. Hi. I’m finding no contact is not working. I didn’t see PG’s awesome response before I hit “enter”. ( shaming and discrediting me). “Holding on to anger is like swallowing poison and expecting the other person to die.” -Buddha. I didn’t reply which is my calmer and I feel power not doing so, why should I give him the satisfaction of changing my number, or the inconvenience is causes me. Really scary! 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